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Typically I pride myself on being independent and never being the girl who’s always with someone just because. The relationships I’ve been in have all meant something to me, and I firmly believed they were meaningful to the other person as well. I’ve sworn off boys until I’m not so busy, when I can actually commit to something and keep up my end of the deal and enjoy myself without worrying about what I should really be doing with my time. But then, every December, I start wishing I had somebody to permanently borrow hoodies from and invite to Christmas dinner and laugh at me when my teeth chatter. I am no one’s priority, no one’s number one. I probably sound like a whiny teenager who thinks boyfriends are all that matter, but that’s not what I intend. I just want the company and the adoration and to know that I’m undeniably important to one person. I don’t want to be forgotten anymore.

Typically I pride myself on being independent and never being the girl who’s always with someone just because. The relationships I’ve been in have all meant something to me, and I firmly believed they were meaningful to the other person as well. I’ve sworn off boys until I’m not so busy, when I can actually commit to something and keep up my end of the deal and enjoy myself without worrying about what I should really be doing with my time.

But then, every December, I start wishing I had somebody to permanently borrow hoodies from and invite to Christmas dinner and laugh at me when my teeth chatter. I am no one’s priority, no one’s number one. I probably sound like a whiny teenager who thinks boyfriends are all that matter, but that’s not what I intend. I just want the company and the adoration and to know that I’m undeniably important to one person. I don’t want to be forgotten anymore.

(Source: haberenoctem)

posted 2 years ago with 30 notes
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    forever
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    just like me and mah boyfriend. except i’m the brunette and he’s the blonde :]
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    whenever I’m with him :)
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